Saturday, September 17, 2011

So much to say and no idea how to say it

HUGE changes going on in my life right now.

I'm at peace with the decision I've made but I'm absolutely heartbroken by the side effects. Last night was the first night I cried myself to sleep (I've got the headache this morning to show for it) and I'm sure it will not be the last. Since I am trying to respect (although I don't feel it deserves that!) this ridiculous "adult time-out" which has been imposed upon me, I can't say exactly what's happening. Most of my close friends know and if you don't feel free to shoot me an email... not guaranteeing that I will respond right away, but it can't hurt to try. All I can say is if anyone thinks I'm the least bit happy then they must have met me about 10 years ago and haven't seen me since.

(Yes, I do plan to finish blogging about WYD (and the Miss Saigon production that I saw the other day) ... so sorry for the delay, this problem has been eating away at me and I'm too mentally and emotionally exhausted to deal with much more at the moment)


  1. hang in there Rose...thinking of you. Sorry my situation has led me away from being "there" for you. xo

  2. Thanks, Deb... Please don't feel bad -- you need to worry about getting better! I can complain but at least I haven't been in the hospital/recovering from death-by-bike!!